How Can God's Mighty Work Be So Upsetting?

It doesn't make much sense at first, but it can be very upsetting when a Christian learns about the great things God is doing. At least it can be for me. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy hearing about God's work, but sometimes it gets to me when I do.

This happened to me only a few days ago. I was watching TBN and saw this news story about a school in the Philapens that was recently visited by the Spirit of God in a VERY powerful way. I mean there were children 5 and 6 who were moved to tears and repentance. The footage was awe-inspiring.

It was absolutely amazing to me, and, at the same time, it was a tab bit depressing. I was hearing about children who seemed to be more in touch with God then I was. I saw video clips on the screen of children who seemed to desire more than me to worship God and serve others.
I wasn't jealous or envious at all. I was truly happy for these children, but I was quickly reminded that I have some changing to do. I want to be like the children I saw. I don't worship God as much as I should and I am not involved in ministry as much as I want to.

If you can relate, then you know what I am talking about. Father, in the name of Jesus, I pray that you would change us. Make us into the people of God you want us to be. Break down all the walls; break all the chains that bind us and keep us from loving you will all of our hearts, souls and minds. I praise you, Father, for your love, grace and mercy. Thank you for sending your Son to die for us!

In Christ,
Clint Herman